I’m scared, but ready. Ready to fall in love. I don’t know why, but lately I’ve been wanting to kiss someone. Just to know what it feels like. I’m curious. And I don’t know if I could possibly fall in love, but I just want to try. I want to love someone special to me; I want to pour my everything into him. Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to stare into someone’s eyes, and be able to close them when you know that you are safe. I want to share my secrets with him and feel protected, but I also want to protect him. Sometimes I wonder.
Maybe I’m not ready, not ready for the pain. Others suffer but say that they are addicted. Is it really addicting? Perhaps. But I want my love to be free, free to love. It’s hot and mellow, and the sun shows promise of burning brighter than it is. Burn, Sun, burn my heart and let me shine. Let me shine as hot and as powerfully as you do. Let me.